this is the deal that never ends, no it goes on and on my friends, lil SJ tried to work with her while knowing who she was, and she'll be texting fruitlessly forever just because this is the deal that never ends...

A frustrating play-by-play of me scoring oxy in DC today:

834am-    SJ texts Jean to ask for oxy
1111am-  Jean texts SJ that she can get them now
1115am-  SJ texts to inquire about price
1117am-  Jean texts SJ the price
1124am-  Jean texts SJ she will be over soon to pick up the money
1157am-  Jean texts SJ she will be over in 20 minutes
105pm-    Jean calls SJ to say she will be there in 2 minutes and to come outside with the money
113pm-    Jean arrives to pick up the money and drives off
143pm-    SJ texts Jean to find out what is going on with her money
144pm-    Jean texts that she just picked them up, but she stopped to pick up her paycheck and cash it
145pm-    Jean texts that she will be at SJ's house with the oxy at 230
158pm-    SJ forgets how much she hates running out, and smokes her last 15mg of oxy
223pm-    SJ stares uselessly at the clock, knowing full well that Jean won't deliver at 230
236pm-    SJ texts Jean to find out if she is nearby
238pm-    Jean texts that she is just now cashing her check
300pm-    ....absolutely nothing.....
304pm-    Jean texts that she is on her way back to SJ
329pm-    Jean calls to tell SJ that she hasn't gotten them yet and might not be able to, and might be back to drop SJ's money off
330pm-    SJ hangs up and fights tears
342pm-    Jean calls with no good news
346pm-    SJ texts Dude asking if he has anything
347pm-    Dude texts SJ to come on over to his house
347pm-    SJ calls Jean for a ride to Dude's house, she agrees and says she will be at SJ's in less than 10 minutes
400pm-    Jean pulls up at SJ's house and invites her to hop in the car
410pm-    SJ texts Dude that she is on her way
414pm-    SJ and Jean arrive at Dude's house, SJ gathers her and Jean's money
416pm-    SJ enters Dude's house and makes the transaction
422pm-    SJ snorts half a blue in Jean's car
441pm-    Jean takes SJ to pick up R and go to the park


This is the sort of situation that makes me want to quit doing blues. All the waiting... I hate it. Hate it hate it hate it. Well, at least I'm straight now and have some for tonight and for tomorrow. I'm not really trying hard at all to quit to be honest. It is what it is.