I'm happier this way all around. It's easier. I have suboxone so I don't use every day and I'm not stuck in the daily grind of needing to get some. My job is going awesome and am getting a lot of hours. Winter and Christmas coming up, already bought the kid quite a few presents. Tried a new drug, well new for me, coke. Liked it a lot, I guess who doesn't, not doing it unless it's free.